I feel rather disconnected from my body today.
Partly because I am disappointed in myself for various reasons, and partly because of severe lack of sleep.
It's disconcerting really, knowing that lack of sleep causes so many health issues and shortens life spans.
Huzzah for this?
Thanking you, but no.
Anyway, I did have a very nice day yesterday.
It began leisurely, as I decided to give up on some of the things I was meant to do in the day and opted for the opposite side of the spectrum.
I went out with my bros to run some errands in the city.
We drove with the soundtrack of CSS, which is amazingly sexy.
It feels like night music should feel like.

Tracklisting:
1. CSS Suxxx
2. Patins
3. Alala
4. Let's Make Love And Listen To Death From Above
5. Artbitch
6. Fuckoff Is Not The Only Thing You Have To Show
7. Meetimg Paris Hilton
8. Off The Hook
9. Alcohol
10. Music Is My Hot Hot Sex
11. This Month, Day 10I highly reccomend this record! It's amazing really.
Moving on, we stopped into a square of salvation which humans call a record store.
It's one of the only local ones left in the city, which is well depressing.
But this place is ace, as they carry a load of titles that the conglomerate chains refuse to for unknown reasons.
I had a list of things to search for, and strangely I found a lot of them.
This particular store also carries some imports, indie records and vinyls!
The last time I was there, I had picked up the Lib's Up The Bracket on vinyl, and it sounds fucking mega on the phonograph!
Anyway, the title I was looking for was Unknown Pleasures by Joy Division.
I've been on a hunt for years, as most places carry the greatest hits or don't even bother carrying Joy.
I did indeed find Unknown, but it was the deluxe collector's edition.
Seeing as am so skint, I asked the bloke behind the counter if they had the regular.
He said they hadn't had it in stock, but they could order it in for me.
He did say though, that the deluxe was worth it, as it features a live show recorded in '79 in the Factory, Manc.

Tracklisting:
1. Disorder
2. Day of the Lords
3. Candidate
4. Insight
5. New Dawn Fades
6. She's Lost Control
7. Shadowplay
8. Wilderness
9. Interzone
10. I Remember NothingIf any of you that might be reading know anything about Joy Division, you would know that thay were a dynamite live band.
Really truly underrated.
The guy behind the counter said that he was all over Joy when they were on the scene, and he would follow them in magazines and buy bootlegs.
I'd be all over Joy as well, had I been alive at the time!
Ian Curtis was an amazing individual, and it really is a tragic life he led.
The guy also said that he has all the vinyls and albums.
I decided to scrap eating and got the deluxe edition instead. ;P
Apparently my bros were surprised that I was talking to the guy in the shop, as they said they were mean.
O.o
We left the little slice of heaven and went to a local farmer's market.
Picked some fresh veg and tasted some tasty things.
We then went to the grocer's for the essentials, and I was able to finally meet this man who is a refugee from Darfur.
Speaking with him for ten minutes was a life changing moment.
I can't really explain it, but this guy really just puts some things about life into perspective.
He really provided a welcome insight into the lives we live, and how things should be, but that we have to accept the way that they are.
It blew my mind.
I really could just sit and listen to him talk.
From the brief time that I met him, I can say that he is a philosopher of our time.
Man.
After that enlightening experience, we went for a quick sandwich and finished our shopping.
Driving home, we listened to CSS's new album Donkey, which is also dead cool!
The evening did putter out though, as we watched two films that were right tankers, but oh well.
It really was a welcome day, though.
:)
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