Is there anyone?

I feel like exploding.
I feel very low, like I am struggling.
I feel alone.
I feel tired of life.
I feel like screaming.
I feel like weeping.
I feel like laughing.
I feel rage.
I feel confused.
I feel misunderstood.
I feel unappreciated.
I feel unloved.
I don't know what I want to do.
I am finding it hard to see positives.
It seems like everything is getting worse and it will never change.

I am not in a good way.

But I have to continue to have hope, and I must push these most negative feelings away.
It's very hard, but is has to be done.
I would just like to see a glimmer of something nice.

I'll get out of this somehow...I know I will.