It doesn't feel like I am really doing anyhting...almost like being in a dream sequence.
I hate this feeling.
It's coupled with extreme lonliness.
It seems like everyone around me is unable to fill this lonliness.
I can think this garbage.
But I just need some comfort. A hug.
A little bit of love.
My bros and Mama can't fill this position, cos they need it themselves.
And no one else knows me that well.
Hence, alone.
I'm also looking really haggard.
Not enough sleep coupled with stress and confusion.
I feel unlike myself.
I look at myself sometimes and think 'who cares?'
Things I would care about before I don't anymore.
I'm not eating, or like I said, sleeping.
What can I do?
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